The Increase

The Increase in your cause
The Increase of the Whispers
The whispers that affect

When you're near my pulse
it stops; pauses
then continues... it increases speed

you affect me
the way i feel
you have the power to build me up
then knock me down

saying i love you also gives you the option
to hurt me- because you have that control.

Still he has that power
and i can't take it away
because i still love him
and if I want the power back

i need to stop loving him
... he's going to have the power for a while
and he'll always affect me