Watch what you Create

You're going to have me be behind
Once I'm let go this world
its going to be new to me
For now you can hold on,
but let the changes appear
You did bring me into this world
this huge diverse world
but, you can't create a world for me
especially if I don't want to live in it
I've needed protection before
I had no clue where to turn
a mistake I made
you helped me clear it up
Now i put up my own shield
I'm aware of where I am
and if I make a mistake
I know how to except it
So, stop trying to hide me from this world
let me step out of the small space you had me in
under your protection, your guide
I've actually made a small escape,
you could say, they would say
I've made my own choice
to fall in love.
Then they caught on recently
but this time I chose not to hide it
I'm done masking something beautiful in my life
this time I'm telling them how it's going to be;
if they are going to try and change it
so this is when they should realize
its time to take up the wall separating me
from the real world
and this time
I won't cave in to any of their adjustments
this time they'll have to adjust
to my choice