So I've been talking to this boy
And he's been giving me the butterflies
And I love it
But I need to convince him that there is such a thing as love
... Because he doesn't believe in it
But like I'm really serious about convincing him
And I don't know why....
But like he's totally worth my time
I love talking to him
And I have the sense that there is
So much more complexity to him
Than he's letting on
Do I want him to believe in love?
Because I want him to love me?
Do I want him to believe in love?
So that I can love him...
Or
Do I want him to believe in love?
Because he deserves to have love in his life
I don't know him all that well
To be honest
But he is someone I want to know
I don't really know if there's a little
Hint of affection between us
Or if I just admire his words
I have a hard time telling the difference
Because I romanticize everything
I'm going to convince him
That he can love
I don't know how
And I don't know when
But I will try
And I hope
I will succeed
I love talking to him
I love the butterflies
Ditto! I take everything the wrong way and romanticize it. Good luck to ya and congrats on finding a new guy ;) much happier posts now than when I first began following.
ReplyDeleteGlad you've got a new interest. I wish you luck and every happiness in the world.
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